I am just plugging along this week with my work here in the office, wondering where my life is going to take me over the next year. Part of me wants to run back to the safety of my hometown and be around my friends and family while they are still here. I left my flock about eight years ago after a breakup and have been living away from them ever since. I go home to visit a couple times a year, but it isn’t the same as living there, so I need to decide if I’ll keep living abroad. Air conditioning filter sales is what I do here, along with chasing my rock n rollal dream of playing in a band, but I entirely miss my family back home and am thinking about maybe moving back at the end of this year. But the local supplier back home may not have to work for me anymore as she is going to be retiring soon with her Heating, Ventilation and A/C corporation. I’m sure I could find some work back home but I am afraid I may never connect with another rock n rollian the way I am here in Europe. I will let time tell me the solution while I keep working for the Heating, Ventilation and A/C company here in neighborhood and play my rock n roll with my bandmate. I will care about living here knowing that it may only be a little while longer before I head back home to be around my family and friends again. I could do some electric boiler repairs back home for this modern supplier I guess.